I opened up my eyes.
I found myself in my bed, my hands in the same spot I left them before I went to bed last night. I slowly rose up because my head was hurting. I must have hit it on my headboard on my bed. I ran my fingers through my hair.
"Just a dream." I mumbled to myself as I got out of bed.
I went downstairs to see if my dad was home. Nope; he's already gone to work. He's a lawyer. Always working on cases and never home. Never.
I'm alone in the house, so I just make myself toast, since I hate cooking, and I don't wanna make a fire in the kitchen; not again, after what I did last year when I heard that my mom was gonna go live with my aunt, since she's having depression. I tried to stop her from leaving, so i tried to make dinner, That ended up making black-aroni and cheese, and a nine year old girl very disappointed.
While the toast was in the toaster, I grabbed the TV remote, and sat on the couch across from the kitchen. I turned it on and flipped through channels. I stopped on this movie since nothing good is usually on at nine in the morning on a Sunday afternoon besides news and Playhouse Disney; both of them I will never watch because of the chances of me dying or boredom, or falling asleep.
It was a girl; she was running through a pasture, getting away from a horrid man with a bloody chainsaw in his hands; sort of like Friday the 13th but alot less bloody, and scary.
It reminded me of the dream I had. The running,m the screaming, but she didn't have a mysterious guy running to her and helping her. All the pictures of the dream were running through my head all at once. It started spinning, and I couldn't focus.
I then got startled by the toast popping out of the toaster, and the dream went away, making my head stop spinning. I changed the channel and
After I ate, I went back up to my room, and got over the weird dream I had; I doubted it was anything important.
Friday, December 31, 2010
New Book Title
So, today I have put the epilogue of my new book on now, but I still have got no clue what to call this. I'm trying to think of how to combine with the drama of the mysterious shooter, and the guy she loves.
I can't seem to think of anything, so I am continuing on with the process of getting this done, and hopefully by the time I'll finish, of hopefully even before, I'll have a title for this novel. (In my case)
Well, I have to begin on some books I bought that I still have to read, even though my mind is wrapped around that title and the chapters I need to get done. :)
I can't seem to think of anything, so I am continuing on with the process of getting this done, and hopefully by the time I'll finish, of hopefully even before, I'll have a title for this novel. (In my case)
Well, I have to begin on some books I bought that I still have to read, even though my mind is wrapped around that title and the chapters I need to get done. :)
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Epilogue for My New Book (No Title Yet)
I'm running through the forest. There are trees all around me. I'm cold, and scared, as I'm getting away from a chaser.
I find myself in an old, abandoned trailer park. I can't look back, or else I'm gonna get fear, and I'm gonna fall.
I then hear the voice. I thought I was alone, but I hear his voice. He yells out,
"Nikki!"
I see him, and I smile, and run to him. I run to him, and he grabbed me and wraps me in his arms. Yet I know he can't stay with me.
"You have to go. You're not safe with me here." I said.
He let go of me, and looked straight into my eyes.
"I'm not leaving you here defenseless." he said, as he then grabs my arms and pulls me back into a hug.
"Well, I'm not gonna let you get hurt, or worse. You have to leave."
"I can't. I'm involved to much into you, and your life. I can't leave the girl I love right now."
I started to feel water run to my eyes, as I chocked out,
"Which is why, I hate to say, you have to go."
"Nikki, I can't go back without you."
I let go, but kept my hands on his arms.
"You have to. Unless you wanna get hurt or get stuck in a terrible situation, you have to get out. I couldn't live knowing I hurt you."
Well, I can't live knowing I let you go on your own."
I let go of him, and I started to feel tears run down my cheeks. I nodded my head no as I backed away, and ran off.
But as I started running, I heard the gun shot, and fell down yelling out for him.
"Nikki!"
he yelled, as he ran to me. Another gun shot went off, but it missed. He came running over to me, and he picked me up in his arms, and he started running.
I was coughing, and tears were running down my eyes form how cold it was. I was frozen; I felt cold chills on my arms as hard as ice form how freezing it was out here.
He kept running until he found his way out of the woods.
We ran all the way to the back of a diner. He ducked down to make sure the shooter disappeared. I was shivering, and my teeth were chattering; I was still wrapped in his arms.
"You still breathing?" he asked, as he looked down at me.
I nodded my head, because I was so cold. He let me down for a minute, and he took his jacket off and wrapped it around me. I didn't have chills anymore, and I stopped chattering a bit.
"You better now?" he asked.
"Yeah." I choked out.
He looked around a little bit more, and we saw that the coast was clear.
"I think it's safe now. So, now what?" he asked.
"I don't know. I think we should just, head back home.
"You know that's now what I meant." he said, as he helped me up.
I let out a sigh, because I knew he meant, what's gonna happen to us?
"I don't know. You're not safe with me, but I don't want you to go." I said.
"I don't wanna leave you either." he said, as he wrapped me back into his arms.
"Should there even be an us?" he said, as he let me go.
"I- can't finish that sentence." I said.
"Well, let me know when you can- because I'll be waiting." he said, as he walked away; he practically left me in the cold, dark night I was afraid of.
I started to walk home, thinking, why was this happening to me?
When I got to the stop sign only a block from my house, I noticed I was still wearing his jacket. I started to walk to his house to give his jacket back, and I was scared of the shooter coming back, so I was hoping that he'd be able to walk me home.
I could see the trees that led to the forest; the abandoned trailer park we ran through. I started running now, but it was so cold, I had to slow down.
I stopped at the end of the sidewalk that began again across the street. I caught my breath, and stopped for a second. I started walking again, and I stopped right in front of his house.
I then felt like I could hear a stomping, like footsteps. I doubted it was anything, but then it started to get closer, like it was getting closer to me, every second getting closer.
I slowly turned around, and I saw a body behind me. I got scared, and I yelled out
"No!"
And as I yelled it out, I felt the hands come onto my cheeks, and I closed my eyes, too scared to see who it was.
I then, fell back, as I felt my head hit the concrete, and everything faded-into black.
I find myself in an old, abandoned trailer park. I can't look back, or else I'm gonna get fear, and I'm gonna fall.
I then hear the voice. I thought I was alone, but I hear his voice. He yells out,
"Nikki!"
I see him, and I smile, and run to him. I run to him, and he grabbed me and wraps me in his arms. Yet I know he can't stay with me.
"You have to go. You're not safe with me here." I said.
He let go of me, and looked straight into my eyes.
"I'm not leaving you here defenseless." he said, as he then grabs my arms and pulls me back into a hug.
"Well, I'm not gonna let you get hurt, or worse. You have to leave."
"I can't. I'm involved to much into you, and your life. I can't leave the girl I love right now."
I started to feel water run to my eyes, as I chocked out,
"Which is why, I hate to say, you have to go."
"Nikki, I can't go back without you."
I let go, but kept my hands on his arms.
"You have to. Unless you wanna get hurt or get stuck in a terrible situation, you have to get out. I couldn't live knowing I hurt you."
Well, I can't live knowing I let you go on your own."
I let go of him, and I started to feel tears run down my cheeks. I nodded my head no as I backed away, and ran off.
But as I started running, I heard the gun shot, and fell down yelling out for him.
"Nikki!"
he yelled, as he ran to me. Another gun shot went off, but it missed. He came running over to me, and he picked me up in his arms, and he started running.
I was coughing, and tears were running down my eyes form how cold it was. I was frozen; I felt cold chills on my arms as hard as ice form how freezing it was out here.
He kept running until he found his way out of the woods.
We ran all the way to the back of a diner. He ducked down to make sure the shooter disappeared. I was shivering, and my teeth were chattering; I was still wrapped in his arms.
"You still breathing?" he asked, as he looked down at me.
I nodded my head, because I was so cold. He let me down for a minute, and he took his jacket off and wrapped it around me. I didn't have chills anymore, and I stopped chattering a bit.
"You better now?" he asked.
"Yeah." I choked out.
He looked around a little bit more, and we saw that the coast was clear.
"I think it's safe now. So, now what?" he asked.
"I don't know. I think we should just, head back home.
"You know that's now what I meant." he said, as he helped me up.
I let out a sigh, because I knew he meant, what's gonna happen to us?
"I don't know. You're not safe with me, but I don't want you to go." I said.
"I don't wanna leave you either." he said, as he wrapped me back into his arms.
"Should there even be an us?" he said, as he let me go.
"I- can't finish that sentence." I said.
"Well, let me know when you can- because I'll be waiting." he said, as he walked away; he practically left me in the cold, dark night I was afraid of.
I started to walk home, thinking, why was this happening to me?
When I got to the stop sign only a block from my house, I noticed I was still wearing his jacket. I started to walk to his house to give his jacket back, and I was scared of the shooter coming back, so I was hoping that he'd be able to walk me home.
I could see the trees that led to the forest; the abandoned trailer park we ran through. I started running now, but it was so cold, I had to slow down.
I stopped at the end of the sidewalk that began again across the street. I caught my breath, and stopped for a second. I started walking again, and I stopped right in front of his house.
I then felt like I could hear a stomping, like footsteps. I doubted it was anything, but then it started to get closer, like it was getting closer to me, every second getting closer.
I slowly turned around, and I saw a body behind me. I got scared, and I yelled out
"No!"
And as I yelled it out, I felt the hands come onto my cheeks, and I closed my eyes, too scared to see who it was.
I then, fell back, as I felt my head hit the concrete, and everything faded-into black.
An Epilogue for my New Book
OK, I have been writing this new book, and as I always say, to make my books sell, I gotta get opinions from other people to see if it's as good as I sometimes think. Well, I think that and say it, but I sometimes do write it, too.
Well, my new book I am writing and getting closer to the end (making me get really excited), but, I have no idea what I'm going to call this.
I want the title to be intense and very dramatic, yet still romantic with a twist, because it's all of those things. Hopefully, I can get some ideas, or I can find some key words online for writer's, or I'll get some comments with god ideas??
Fortunately, I got my book in my favorite notebook, and I'm starting to get to the end.
Posting Coming Soon
Well, my new book I am writing and getting closer to the end (making me get really excited), but, I have no idea what I'm going to call this.
I want the title to be intense and very dramatic, yet still romantic with a twist, because it's all of those things. Hopefully, I can get some ideas, or I can find some key words online for writer's, or I'll get some comments with god ideas??
Fortunately, I got my book in my favorite notebook, and I'm starting to get to the end.
Posting Coming Soon
The Attack Cat
Today, probably at some time of ten o' clock, I can't remember since I was half asleep, my mother let my cat, Princess inside; spoiled like one, and acts like one; sitting under the Christmas tree taking a nap like she's the best present in the world or something.
Anyways, my mother closed the double hallway doors, so that she wouldn't bother me while I was sleeping, But, remember, this cat acts like she owns the universe or something, and banged right into the doors, making them open right up, and she, of course, goes into my bedroom, and starts meowing like a broken record; over and over for like five minutes.
Well, of course, she ends up waking me up, still meowing. Yet as I look over to the cat, I see my mom come in, an she grabs the cat right off the ground; like it was a football about to be passed across the field. And, the cat let outs a meow as loud as possible, and it sounded like a dog's whimper. It was so loud, and startling, I had trouble going back to sleep since the scream of help from the cat was ringing in my ears.
Well, now I'm awake, and she's outside.
And now, I'm closing my door every time I go to bed. :)
Anyways, my mother closed the double hallway doors, so that she wouldn't bother me while I was sleeping, But, remember, this cat acts like she owns the universe or something, and banged right into the doors, making them open right up, and she, of course, goes into my bedroom, and starts meowing like a broken record; over and over for like five minutes.
Well, of course, she ends up waking me up, still meowing. Yet as I look over to the cat, I see my mom come in, an she grabs the cat right off the ground; like it was a football about to be passed across the field. And, the cat let outs a meow as loud as possible, and it sounded like a dog's whimper. It was so loud, and startling, I had trouble going back to sleep since the scream of help from the cat was ringing in my ears.
Well, now I'm awake, and she's outside.
And now, I'm closing my door every time I go to bed. :)
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Needing more Ideas
Well, for most of the time, writing is on my mind, but, I have many more interests. Like, video games, TV, books, which is mostly writer stuff, but, I also have music.
I am addicted to music. I always say so, too. But, before I start to write essays on music, I'm just gonna say I love music, and move onto other topics.
Anyways, I have actually been having some trouble on a new book.
I know that I have three main characters: Nikki, and Ben. In most of my books, the boys names almost always start with J, but this one has different ones.
Anyways, the book is going to be a little bit of a thriller almost. It' in Nikki's point of view, she lives with her dad, and he's a lawyer. He gets a case one day, where he ends up fighting with one of the criminals because of putting the criminals girlfriend in jail, and so, the criminal fins out where he lives because he got his profile in his office, an he breaks in. In one point, he says that Nikki will regret the robbery. Frazzled by it, she just continues with her life.
Meanwhile, she begins to fall in love, with Ben. But, as much as she wants to be with him, she is being chased down by the criminal, since her father threw his loved one in jail, he wants to do the same, and he is taking down all the people in her life that get in his way too get Nikki, starting with her friends. So, she has to let go of Ben, unless she wants him to be injured, or dead. But, I have no idea how to begin the book, since all the dramatic scenes come later in it, so, how do I begin the story???
I'm needing to clear every thought in my brain to be able to get the beginning for a book this challenging.
Well, wish me luck! I'm definitely gonna need it for a novel like this. :)
I am addicted to music. I always say so, too. But, before I start to write essays on music, I'm just gonna say I love music, and move onto other topics.
Anyways, I have actually been having some trouble on a new book.
I know that I have three main characters: Nikki, and Ben. In most of my books, the boys names almost always start with J, but this one has different ones.
Anyways, the book is going to be a little bit of a thriller almost. It' in Nikki's point of view, she lives with her dad, and he's a lawyer. He gets a case one day, where he ends up fighting with one of the criminals because of putting the criminals girlfriend in jail, and so, the criminal fins out where he lives because he got his profile in his office, an he breaks in. In one point, he says that Nikki will regret the robbery. Frazzled by it, she just continues with her life.
Meanwhile, she begins to fall in love, with Ben. But, as much as she wants to be with him, she is being chased down by the criminal, since her father threw his loved one in jail, he wants to do the same, and he is taking down all the people in her life that get in his way too get Nikki, starting with her friends. So, she has to let go of Ben, unless she wants him to be injured, or dead. But, I have no idea how to begin the book, since all the dramatic scenes come later in it, so, how do I begin the story???
I'm needing to clear every thought in my brain to be able to get the beginning for a book this challenging.
Well, wish me luck! I'm definitely gonna need it for a novel like this. :)
Chapter 6 of Visions
After dinner, I went back to the beach to lie down on the beach towel and watch the stars.
I wanted to talk to someone, but, I needed to see someone who's real. Unlike Jeremy.
I knew I couldn't spend the rest of my life talking to a ghost who can disappear whenever he wants, and I'm stuck here.
I've been at my Aunt Alexia's for five days, and I was beginning to understand sources to some of my problems.
I needed a normal life.
A life where I don't wake up in the middle of the night sweating, and screaming, scared of what's gonna happen next in my dramatic life.
I thought- maybe letting Jeremy go, was a source.
I mean, if I wanna feel OK and normal, letting go of him could be my first step.
If I'm afraid of him this much for less than a month, I can't even imagine the rest of my life.
Jeremy showed up, and he lied down beside me.
I turned my body toward him, and he turned his head.
"I don't know if I ca ave you forever." I said.
I've never wanted Jeremy to leave me, especially in moments where I need avoid to be filled.
"You need me. I can't leave." he said
I got up.
"Well, I'm sorry Jeremy. But I can." I said, as I got up with my stuff and went inside.
I got inside, and Violet and Annabeth were asleep on the couch. Aunt Alexia fell asleep on the recliner; I ran upstairs before I got caught being outside after midnight.
That night was horrible.
I fell asleep, and I started dreaming.
The dream was me, and Jeremy. I was on a cliff; pouring down rain, and muddy.
It was me and him on top of the cliff; I could hear the waves crashing into the rocks under me, down in the ocean I could see when I looked down at the edge.
I began to yell at Jeremy.
I turned away from him, and he grabbed my arm. It startled me, and I pulled away, yet he wouldn't let go. I got scared, and I finally pulled away, but I slipped, and I fell of the cliff.
I felt the air on my cheeks, and as I saw the rocks, I yelled out.
I the woke up, breathing so hard.
Jeremy was by my side, on the ed.
"What is it?" he said.
"Nothing." I said.
"Nightmare?"
"Yeah." 'I said as I lied back down' "Definitely a nightmare."
I wanted to talk to someone, but, I needed to see someone who's real. Unlike Jeremy.
I knew I couldn't spend the rest of my life talking to a ghost who can disappear whenever he wants, and I'm stuck here.
I've been at my Aunt Alexia's for five days, and I was beginning to understand sources to some of my problems.
I needed a normal life.
A life where I don't wake up in the middle of the night sweating, and screaming, scared of what's gonna happen next in my dramatic life.
I thought- maybe letting Jeremy go, was a source.
I mean, if I wanna feel OK and normal, letting go of him could be my first step.
If I'm afraid of him this much for less than a month, I can't even imagine the rest of my life.
Jeremy showed up, and he lied down beside me.
I turned my body toward him, and he turned his head.
"I don't know if I ca ave you forever." I said.
I've never wanted Jeremy to leave me, especially in moments where I need avoid to be filled.
"You need me. I can't leave." he said
I got up.
"Well, I'm sorry Jeremy. But I can." I said, as I got up with my stuff and went inside.
I got inside, and Violet and Annabeth were asleep on the couch. Aunt Alexia fell asleep on the recliner; I ran upstairs before I got caught being outside after midnight.
That night was horrible.
I fell asleep, and I started dreaming.
The dream was me, and Jeremy. I was on a cliff; pouring down rain, and muddy.
It was me and him on top of the cliff; I could hear the waves crashing into the rocks under me, down in the ocean I could see when I looked down at the edge.
I began to yell at Jeremy.
I turned away from him, and he grabbed my arm. It startled me, and I pulled away, yet he wouldn't let go. I got scared, and I finally pulled away, but I slipped, and I fell of the cliff.
I felt the air on my cheeks, and as I saw the rocks, I yelled out.
I the woke up, breathing so hard.
Jeremy was by my side, on the ed.
"What is it?" he said.
"Nothing." I said.
"Nightmare?"
"Yeah." 'I said as I lied back down' "Definitely a nightmare."
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